I’m new to this whole blog world. I guess I want to see what all the fuss is about. But basically at this point I’m just srsly confused by it. I predict this will probably be one of those things I do for a week and then forget about.
I met Jesus at 16. A little over four years later, I’m still seeking and figuring out what it means to live out Luke 9:23, re-evaluating a lot of things I learned in church growing up.
Five years ago, before I knew Jesus, a friend of mine died in a canoe accident on a float trip we were on. It was frightening and traumatic, and up until a few weeks ago when God kept nagging me to talk to a counselor about it, I had just suppressed all those memories, feelings, and fears. The process is new and scary and I’ve fallen back into depression.
Are blogs supposed to have themes?
Because I don’t feel like having one actually.
I don’t have following Jesus down anywhere near perfectly. I’m facing places in my heart I haven’t been for a while. I’m trying to come to terms with depression being a part of who I am, whatever that means. IDK. I guess I’ll write about it here.
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